It's not about me....

Lord, I surrender everything to you.... everything that I am, everything that I hope to be. Even my deepest passion and burning desire for missions. I lay it at your feet. Because ultimately it is not about me, but about you. My one goal is to bring light to the excellancy of your name (1Peter 2:9-10). Am I doing that? Do I glorify you at home? Does my husband see your excellancy and the light of your glory in me, the way I talk, act, am at home? Do I glorify you at work? Are people made aware of your awesomeness and power by the way I live, speak and breathe? Lord, help me to glorify you. As has been my prayer for the last 3 years, Lord, take out all that is in me that is not of you, and fill me to overflowing with your mercy, grace and power by your Spirit in me!

Trusting...

I am learning, all over again, to trust God. No matter what my circumstances look like, I can trust and have faith in His neverending love for me. What an amazing God I serve!! He loves me so much that He laid down His life for me. That is never-changing. Everyday (especially lately), emotions change. From moment to moment I don't know how I will think, feel, speak of my troubles. But HE is never-changing! He loves me no matter what. His purposes are true for me no matter what! He is working His plan in my life EVEN NOW! And that is all I need to hope for! Thank you Lord!

This is my life...as is

I thought I would create a new blog. For journaling maybe. My life is so upside down right now. ... so uncertain. So this is my life... as it is. Just thought I would post my thoughts, lessons, tears, .... whatever may come. Maybe nobody will read it. Maybe they will and God will use it in their own circumstances. We'll just wait and see....